Writing A Program To Stop The Cruciatus Curse
I had a horrible night last night. Not only was my insomnia acting up really awful but my mind was racing all night about some sort of check boxes, turning them on and off in some sort of program and this had to do with the pain in my body but I couldn’t get it right and the whole night my body was in excruciating pain — I now imagine this is what the Cruciatus Curse in Harry Potter must feel like. All I kept thinking as the night went on is that there had to be a correct combination of checked boxes to make the pain stop.
Anyway, against my doctor’s advice this morning but under J’s, I took 2 Alleve with the 2 Tylenol my doctor told me to take. So far I don’t feel any better. When I woke up, my feet felt as if I’d been working behind the counter of a customer service desk for 10 hours and so did the back of my thighs and that kind of pain never went away quickly for me.
To be honest, I don’t feel rested at all and I feel like that Ambien was a complete waste. I need to find a way to rest at night. I think that would help a great deal.
Tags: fibromyalgia, insomnia, Cruciatus Curse, Harry Potter
