June 9th, 2005
I’m unhappy that I had to get up this morning.
I’m unhappy that I had to get dressed this morning.
I’m unhappy that I had to come to work this morning.
I’m unhappy that I have lots to do tonight to get ready for my trip this weekend.
I’m unhappy that I’m fat.
I’m unhappy with how I look today.
I’m unhappy that I couldn’t find Diet Vanilla Coke at the store this morning.
I’m unhappy that I’m depressed.
I’m unhappy that I’m lonely.
I’m unhappy that I have no one to go to the movies with.
I’m unhappy that it will probably rain while I’m in D.C. this weekend.
I’m
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December 30th, 2004
So…my parents have been here since Christmas…and I love them, but they are driving me a little nuts.
Maybe it’s because I’m having my period.
Or just maybe it’s because they are both nutty too.
Before they came to visit, I asked them what they would like to do while they were here. Neither had any real idea and whatever I planned would be fine as long as my mother got to go to L. L. Bean and got to have lobster at some point, of course.
So, I worked up a little schedule after asking around and looking around. I planned
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December 24th, 2004
When I was younger, my grandmother was this great seamstress, or so they say. She apparently made quite a bit of money sewing wedding dresses. Anyway, everything she ever made for me personally was…well, terrible. I used to dread those homemade gifts.
Now I think back and I wonder if it wasn’t just the pressure of doing it for family that was the problem.
I want Christmas Dinner to be perfect for my folks. I just don’t want to disapoint them. I am a great cook. Everyone says so, but every time I cook Christmas dinner
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December 22nd, 2004
I must say that it is so nice to go home to a neat, organized apartment. Keeping it straight so far hasn’t really taken a whole lot of effort or so it seems. Maybe I just feel like the extra effort is worth it. *shrug*
Anyway, the list thing is really working out. I thought I’d be too obsessive about it but because it’s in my Palm Pilot and I can adjust due dates and priorities every morning or night, it actually works out to be useful. Crossing things off as completed gives me
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July 27th, 2004
Well, because I played The Sims all weekend and pretty much did nothing else, I have lots of chores that need to be done today, including going to the grocery store. I promised myself that if I got all of my chores done last night and tonight I could go see The Bourne Supremecy on Thursday night. I have my art class tomorrow night so that night is completely unavailable for chores. I get home too late to be useful in cleaning, etc.
However, MJ invited me this morning to an auction that’s going to be
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