Don’t worry about your mom coming. She should understand your job stress, and that it might not allow you time to get the house in perfect order. I also think your dad has a point about the walls. It sounds like someone put crappy paint up there and should take care of it. I don’t blame you for not wanting to hang stuff until you get that resolved, but maybe you need to take step towards resolving that so you know where you stand?

Good luck with everything.

I live in fear of losing my job, but there’s no much reason for it other than my lifelong problem with paralysis by analysis.

I’ll be thinking about you, and praying for you. It’ll be easy to remember, I’m always praying about the same things for me.

I don’t have a gall bladder issue, mine is chronic back pain and nerve damage in my leg from four back surgeries. I’ll pray for you on the health problems too.

Hang in there. Sometimes hanging is all I can do.

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I started an Internet business about two years ago. Everything was rocking and rolling.

The business I started was a little venerable and I was in a similar position where I had thoughts that I could lose the business any day. Well the fateful day came and my online business came crashing down around my ears.

I went into a heavy depression and found it very hard to claw my way out.

The best thing I did was to find help.

Usually when you get overwhelmed the best thing to do is to complete one task at a time. Prioritize them knock them off one at a time.

Also something else that helped a lot was the meaning I was giving to my situation.

Hey look at it this way; anyone anywhere can lose his or her job. No one is immune to it. Companies make people redundant everyday.

I’ve been through two redundancies.

Oh and about the new house…

When I bought my first house, my mother said to me…”it’s a big responsibility…” I said “Yes” then she said well “…what if you lose your job?”

I thought to myself…if everyone thought like this then no one would be able to afford a house…right?

It’s funny how we all have the ability to worry, but then one day the worry takes on a new meaning.

Keep your head up.

Tackle one thing at a time.

And give new meaning to the thoughts that bring you down.