Crashing

When it feels as though your friends are abandoning you and that you’ve been betrayed and the world is crumbling around you, how do you stop the crying so you can just go on with your day?

How do you behave as if all is well in the world and your heart isn’t breaking while you sit at your desk wondering who you have left on your side?

When you’ve turned to a person you trusted and opened yourself up and been honest and needy and asked for understanding only to have them kick you even as you were reaching out for help, how do you face the tedious meetings and endless, boring daily routine?

Goddamit, why am I so fucking fragile?

tags: dysfunctional drama, depression, anxiety

One comment

1. on April 13, 2006 at 1:46 pm

   Tamara said:

   Oh dear, I’m so sorry to hear that you’re having trouble. You can e-mail me if you want. Hugs.

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