Archive for September, 2006

September 20th, 2006

Approval Whore

Posted in My Life, Wellness, Anxiety/Depression by n. mallory

I’ve been thinking about it for the last few days. It’s normal, I think, to grow up, seeking approval from your parents, your Sunday School teacher, your school teachers, your bosses. I think it’s natural to want their respect, their approval. You want to please them. You want them to be happy with the things you do. Obviously with the teachers and the bosses there are benefits like grades and financial things that come with the approval.

That is normal approval seeking.

But I think all of my life or at least as long as I
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September 20th, 2006

Work Your Brain — 09/20/06

September 20th, 2006

Quote of the Day: On A Positive Attitude

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A positive attitude may not solve all your problems, but it will annoy enough people to make it worth the effort.
– Herm Albright

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September 19th, 2006

Salt. Wound.

Posted in My Life, Friends & Family by n. mallory

Maybe I should just keep remembering why it’s better just to avoid people. Supposedly I’m the crazy one?

The sooner I’m done dealing with those PBeM people, the better. Every day is more salt in the wound. A new low for them…and I really think they honestly think I’m the crazy bitch.

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September 18th, 2006

Clean Sweeping Some Stressful People From My Life

Posted in My Life, Friends & Family, Geekery, Roleplaying by n. mallory

So, I may be the red head, but N2 is the stuborn one.  She not only refuses to see my Point-of-view on anything ever, but she doesn’t want to work on our friendship.  She’s decided that my accusations are just too hurful and she doesn’t want to deal with me anymore.  She has instructed me not to IM or email her again.

SQ had me send her one last email saying “O.K. No Problem. ;)”.  I kid you not.

I was like, “You know that’s just going to piss her off.  I was just just not going to reply.”  But SQ wanted
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September 18th, 2006

Monday’s A Bitch & I Feel Pissy

Today may not be the day to be trying to answer these.  I’m pissed, I’m stressed, I’m depressed, and I have a migraine.  Then again, it is the Monday’s a Bitch meme…

On a scale of 1-10, how _____________ are you? (Feel free to elaborate on why you chose your answer).

  1. Extroverted  — Depends on the situation and who’s with me.  If my old circle of friends are with me and we’re out and about, I’m way extraverted, like a 7 or an 8.  If I’m alone, I’m a 1 - 3.  Even online it could be a crapshoot.  Mostly,
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September 18th, 2006

Quote of the Day: A Proposition From A Democrat To Republicans

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“I have been thinking that I would make a proposition to my Republican friends… that if they will stop telling lies about the Democrats, we will stop telling the truth about them.”
– Adlai E. Stevenson Jr.

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September 17th, 2006

Quote of the Day: On Dogs

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“Did you ever walk into a room and forget why you walked in? I think that’s how dogs spend their lives.”
– Sue Murphy

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September 16th, 2006

A Personal Victory

Posted in My Life, Wellness, Anxiety/Depression by n. mallory

SQ pointed out something to me this afternoon.  She said that in my personal life, I tend to avoid conflict by waiting for things to happen to me rather than causing things to happen.  For example, I should have left my old job long before the axe came down or I tend to stay in unhealthy relationships and put up with crap way longer than I should because I’d rather not rock the boat and actually stir up shit myself.

So, she said while N2 might not realize the big deal that my sending the email to her last weekend was,
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September 16th, 2006

Creepy “Got Jesus?” TV Commercial

Posted in My Life, Soap Box, Faith by n. mallory

I saw the creepiest and most inappropriate commercial last night for a local church.  It starts off looking like one of those sports shoe or drink commercials where they’re going to tell you to “Just Do It” or make you feel that everything is attainable if you just drink their blue sugar water.  There’s a guy on some high man-made structure out in nature.  The sun is shining, he’s drinking from a sports bottle, there’s inspirational music playing, he’s about to bungee jump.  The music climaxes.  He holds up the drink to the sky and then jumps.  The bungee cord
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September 16th, 2006

Quote of the Day: On Men To Beware Of

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“Beware of the man who won’t be bothered with details.”
– William Feather

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September 15th, 2006

Low

Posted in My Life, Wellness, Anxiety/Depression by n. mallory

There’s nothing like hitting a depressive phase when you’re home alone on a Friday night.

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September 15th, 2006

E-Mail From The Rejected

Posted in My Life, Friends & Family, Geekery, Roleplaying by n. mallory

Some or a lot of this post may not make sense to you, dear readers. That’s fine. It’s not really for you. It’s for me, for later.

SQ noted that N2 wasn’t included in a general email I sent to several people updating them on my health. I replied that N2 hadn’t responded to my email from Sunday so I assumed that she didn’t really care one way or the other which is why I hadn’t included her. SQ’s response was to inquire as to whether or not I was sure N2 had actually gotten
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September 15th, 2006

Quote of the Day: On Telling The Truth

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“During times of universal deceit, telling the truth becomes a revolutionary act.”
–George Orwell

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September 15th, 2006

Friday Puppy Photo Blogging: Liberal Pug

Posted in My Life, Photo Blogging, The Puppy by n. mallory

Pugly is very opinionated about his politics. George Bush makes a good chew toy when things get stressful in Puppy-world.

Pug with Bush dog chew toy

Don’t forget to check out this week’s Friday Ark!

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September 15th, 2006

What’s In Your Lungs?

Posted in My Life, Wellness by n. mallory

One of my favorite memories is from the summer right before college. I was the “star” of the church youth choir or certainly it felt that way. Well, I remember it that way anyway. I remember it being a lot of fun though we probably gave the choir director ulcers. Perhaps it was my last truly happy summer.

But I digress.

My favorite memory from that summer was singing in the choir. We only had the one performance one Sunday morning. I don’t remember the words anymore, but I remember that the music was beautiful and
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September 14th, 2006

Quote of the Day: On The Aim Of Education

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The aim of education, should be rather to teach us how to think, than what to think.
–James Beattie

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September 14th, 2006

Dreaming Of Money

Posted in My Life, The Puppy by n. mallory

Last night I had a dream.

Actually, I had several dreams.

O.K. I didn’t sleep particularly well.  That happens when there are things bothering me and even the ambien can’t seem to shut my brain off.  Basically, the worry seeps through the dreams and disturbs them and ends up waking me up and I remember the dreams and the worries.

So, last night I dreamt that my boss was handing out the raises for this year.  He was coming around desk to desk like every year and handing each of us a piece of paper with the tally on it and shaking our
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September 14th, 2006

Thursday Thirteen Guys I Used To Think Were The Bees Knees (#4)

So, these are the men of my past wet dreams. They made my teen years and my twenties all dreamy like.

I like to think I’m beyond that now.

O.K. I like to think I have better taste now.

Thirteen Things about N. Mallory

  1. Simon le Bon & John TaylorSimon le Bon — 23 years ago, back when Rio and Girls on Film were hot hits. Just the sound of his voice make me melt. I was totally going to marry him when I was
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September 13th, 2006

Work Your Brain — Terrorism Edition

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